Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess

2009-06-28T10:46:00.003+08:00

Today, I had a really weird dream.

The police approached me and questioned me about the happenings of Andros back in sec 1 cos I knew about what has happened during the so called "crime". What was more of a joke was that Ms Heng, our art teacher back then, was working with the police force and she was the one questioning me. I didn't cooperate with the police and fabricated false facts about the happenings which led me to be apprehended by them.

I recall being cuffed in a police van travelling along the road beside the Gombak MRT track, the one opposite the coffeeshop where swiss students would always go to, and suddenly, the van was involved in a vehicle accident which flipped turn the vehicle a couple of times. I was lying on the floor, semi-conscious.

Then, I recall a tall figure grabbing me up and taking me away to some place. After I gained consciousness, I found out that the guy was Michael Scofield.

Now if you don't know who is Michael Scofield, he is the main character from Prison Break. The younger brother of Lincoln Burrows.

Apparently, he was with "The Company" and was instructed to capture me for having facts of the crime which I wasn't supposed to. I was walking along the void decks and my 6th sense told me that I was being followed. I turned behind and saw Michael Scofield tailing me. I can remember vividly that he was wearing a pair of blue tinted sunglasses and dressed up like some kind of federal agent. At this moment, there were many primary school kids strolling along the void decks too. So many that you can't imagine.

So you see, our poor Michael Scofield had plenty of problems trying to catch up with me cause he didn't want to alarm the kids or me by running. I then quickened my pace and tried to stick with the crowd so as to prevent him from getting his privacy in capturing me. I picked up my phone and dialled, 999, for the first time in my life.

ME : "Hello, good afternoon, this is Tan Yu Feng." (surprisingly, there was still room for formality)

"I think I'm being followed"

Police Officer : "Very good, I see that you have been listening attentively in class. You know the standard procedures of greeting an officer and reporting the matter of the crime. Now tell me your current location"

ME: : "Lorong Chuan block 332 (like wtf!?!?) Err...I'm now approaching 334....Walking alongside the road. Please get your men here" At this moment of time, I could sense Scofield's urgency after seeing me pick up the phone and talking to somebody, but I dare not turn behind for I feared his eyes, which were so mysterious yet dazzling.

Officer : "Very well, I shall send the nearest men to check on you, please stay with me on the line" *Background chatters of the officer on the police radio

In a matter of 30 seconds, the police car arrived and stopped by me on the roadside.

"Freeze!" was all they said to apprehend Scofield.

The next thing I recall was Michael Scofield sitting at the back of the police car with the door ajar.

He looked up at me apologetically with his blue tinted sunglasses tilted downwards to maintain eye contact with me. (I realised that his lens were really thick, approximately 5mm in length.)

"Sorry", I didn't know what else to say as I was feeling sympathetic for him and memerised with his dazzling eyes at the same time.

"Don't worry about it", he replied.

The next moment, I heard Billie Jean playing in the background. I opened my eyes, I was back to reality. My brother was listening to Michael Jackson's Billie Jean and turned the volume up so loud that I could even hear it in the bedroom.

I'm blogging here about this story now in the morning cos images of the weird dream are still fresh in my mind.

Oh gosh I better be studying, it's one more day to Mid-year exams!

2009-06-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

the recent news of Michael Jackson's death brought me close to tears...

Oh god...how fragile life is...

R.I.P. King of Pop

2009-06-19T21:42:00.017+08:00

Just days ago, I celebrated my birthday with my closest friends. A couple of them couldnt make it, but I'd like to thank them for wishing me nonetheless.

Monday, I turned up for ODAC training. It was game 5 of the NBA finals, I wanted to rush home after training but unfortunately, the training was being delayed and delayed till i didnt have the opportunity to watch Lakers in action. Joshua Huang later told me that the Lakers had won the NBA Championship. I was exhilarated, elated and filled with jubilation. The team that i have been rooting for these years have finally won the NBA Championship! Here's my favourite player of all time showing off his Finals MVP

As you can see, his fingers are showing a "number 4" sign. It signifies the 4 championship rings he's gotten in his career so far. In case you didn't know, this player is Kobe Bryant.

Rings a bell? Yeah, you've probably heard his name in the news, radio, people talking. Or even LUCKY enough to watch him play basketball. Thank god, we are blessed to watch somebody so skilled play basketball. He's immortal when he touches the ball. Michael Jordan's unparalleled though. But Kobe's arguably one of the best basketball players on the planet right now.

I kind of foresee LeBron's potential to overtake him as a superstar. But let us shine the limelight on Kobe for now. He's earned it, through hardwork, determination and focus.

Here's a video of Kobe Bryant showing off his bag of tricks in the NBA playoffs, game 2 against the Rockets. Kind off shocks me off my seat.

Dazzling? Well, that's Kobe Bryant for you.

Oh I just realised that I sidetracked a lot. After our training ended, the ODAC excos celebrated

Michelle's and my birthday. Thank you guys :)

Wednesday was my birthday. Went out with the bball peeps. A few of the guys were rather

reluctant to ice-skate so we ended up changing the plans to a movie marathon at Chester's house.

The guys were late so in the end, we only managed to catch 1.5 movies at Chester's house.

The first was Harold & Kumar, White Castle while the 2nd was Kungfu Panda, which we stopped

watching when the 1st disc was done.

We then proceeded to have a Steamboat dinner at Bukit Timah where Yingsi had to leave and

Jia Hao came to join us. It was a simple one, the environment wasn't really good, everybody was

perspiring throughout the course of the meal.

Thursday was the day of our Class Gathering, 4E6 08, at Sameer's house. Benedict booked the

function room from 2pm-11pm! We swam there and then had our bbq. After a couple of hours,

some of the guys got restless and proceeded downstairs to the function room to gamble while

Huijie, Chiaheng and I stayed on to cook the satays. Huijie, Chia and i then began our

conversation about life and such and surprisingly it slowly developed into an extremely

engaging conversation. Slowly, more guys joined us upstairs. Janielson, Glen, etc...

Half an hour later, we ended up as a group of about 10 guys chatting about girls, relationships

and some SUPER PRIVATE STUFFS. (CANNOT SAY, we all promised to keep the things

within the group) Constant revelations appearing one after the next. I came to understand

plenty of things about my beloved classmates. We bonded like MAD. I LOVE YOU GUYS

You guys are the bestest friends/classmates i have ever have. I couldn't have been lucky enough

to be part of such a wonderful 4E6.

4E6 08 ROCKS LIKE HELL

Sameer then handed over his "suspicious" present to me. He's been constantly telling me about

"how many hours and how much effort" he's spent on the present. I had no idea about what it

was about. Of course, he's suceeded in keeping a really intriguing suspense within me.

I headed home and had a quick washup. Couldn't wait to open the present.

When I unwrapped the present, this was what I found.

It was a scrapbook. Roughly the thickness of the Twilight book.

Each page has a photo and Sameer's comments. It told my life story, from sec 3 till now.

At the back, he compiled all the birthday wishes of my friends. If he's approached you, you'd probably know what I'm talking about. I read every page slowly, thoughts and memories constantly ran through my mind. I was close to tears, but they just didnt flow out.

What can I possibly say? I've just received the best birthday present ever.

Every page, i saw his efforts, hardwork and the time he spent on it.

Sameer, you're not just a friend, more like a brother in fact. The present you've given me has so much sentimental value in it. It has touched me, honestly.

I guess i'll have to repay you double on your birthday as a compensation huh?

No words could describe the bonds that I've formed with my closest friends.

They're just simply awesome. Being there for me everytime I needed them. Having to share

our happiness and sorrows. Going through thick and thin together.

It was a great blessing for me to know you guys, I love you all =)

2009-06-17T10:52:00.001+08:00

Today, i'm standing here celebrating my big day.

I shall never forget that 17 years ago, my mum was having an arduous time giving birth to me.

I will never be here without her unconditional love and upbringing.

I love you Mum :)

2009-06-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

YINGSI's BIRTHDAY IS COMING! THIS FRIIIIIDAYYYYYYY

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING TOO! NEXT WEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YAY YAY YAY

2009-06-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

I AM SO BUSY I AM SO BUSY I AM SO BUSY I AM SO BUSY I AM SO BUSY

I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED

2009-06-05T13:50:00.004+08:00

I'm off for camp from 5-8 june. cya guys dont miss me :)

2009-06-05T13:50:00.001+08:00

I'm off for camp from 5-8 march. cya guys :)

2009-06-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

EOM SUCKS

Big time...

I'm smoking through :D

Looking at the mirror

2009-05-25T21:18:00.004+08:00

Today proved to be a good day for me to reflect upon myself..

Never had i felt so lonely, so left out in school before.

It seemed that i was the solitary person sitting alone in a dark corner, completely shut off from the society.

I guess that it's all about my character.

Guys, I know i haven been much of a good guy.

I'm rather unsociable i know...But i'm trying my best..

I'll change for the better, even if it means not being myself.

During the sexuality talk last week, we were all instructed to pledge to do something for the better.

I pledged to be a better man.

It then chanced upon me that to many, these words only proved to be so full of meaning for the moment and dissipated the moment we all got out of the room.

Like a child who begs his mum to let him play the gaming console, giving out those promises which sounded so inconceivably true and full of hope.

And then breaking these promises the moment he lays his hands on the game he's been anticipating.

I shall prevent that from happening.

My dad once mentioned to me about a chinese idiom, (which i dont know how to type the hanyupinyin). Its about doing a good deed everyday.

As of now, I shall try my best to do at least a good deed everyday.

Which reminds me of a pleasing sight i had encountered and been involved in today during my bus ride home.

After i entered the bus, being one of the first few passengers of the queue, i was lucky enough to find myself a comfortable seat at the front of the bus. Seeing that there wasnt any empty seats nearby, I went to sit down.

But you see, this wasnt an ordinary seat which i was sitting on.

It was a solitary seat by the side of the bus which was meant for the needy, Pregnant women, elderly etc.

It really got me on my nerves to sit there as an overwhelming guilt grew within me, knowing that there were people who needed the seat more than i do.

So i waited and waited for the passengers to board the bus. One by one, none of them looked like they needed it.

Until an old lady walked up the bus, and i thought "ahhh..there she is"

I stood up and patted her shoulder, signalling her to sit down.

And she did.

Although it was a small action that i did, the sense of satisfaction and achievement which i had was enough to brighten up my day which seemed to be full of sorrows.

It was a feeling you would never attain through other means unless you've helped somebody first-hand.

After i gave my seat up, I saw a something which changed my perception of Singaporeans of being the egotistical, self-centered and callous bunch of people.

A young man who was originally sitting beside a lady whom i believed was his wife also stood up and patted the shoulder of another lady. He too, made the effort to give up his seat to the lady.

When i took a glance at the lady's face, her young age aroused my curiousity about why the man had chosen to give up his seat to her.

It was until i directed my eyes down and found out that she was blessed with a child who has yet to be born.

Ahhh...Singaporeans aren't an ungraceful and inconsiderate bunch of people afterall.

2009-05-23T15:33:00.004+08:00

I just kept watching...and watching...and watching....

And the ball left his hands, spinning in mid-air.

It was like a movie scene, everything moving in slow-motion, and the buzzer went off...

SWISH!

The Cavaliers have won it, they have taken game 2 to tie the series 1-1.

2009-05-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

a movie i watched just got me thinking...

if you've been liking a girl for quite some time, and one day, you saw her kissing your good friend.

how would you feel?

this is a fight scene from the movie i watched.. real cool

2009-05-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

life's been so hectic i havent had the chance to stop and contemplate what i've been doing so far.

my friends...they seem so distant from me.

i miss YINGSI JIA HAO SAMEER A LOT A LOT A LOT...

these arent jus words...i meant seriously...

Zhen Zi's the man...he's so far by the one whom i've spoken a lot to...

rock on dude...you're keeping me going

2009-05-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

the feeling is gone..

or at least it's fading.....

2009-04-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

It was said that "A picture speaks a thousand words"

so what does this say?

The absence of an atmosphere

2009-04-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

There's something lacking in class already...

I can feel it, but I'm not sure if everybody does...

THINN IS GONE.

I'm missing her :(

Haiz....

2009-04-21T19:29:00.003+08:00

just had two of my teeth extracted out.

the injection was scary...the dentist didnt want to spare me and injected about 4 times into my gums...it hurt like shit...

next, he took out a pair of plyers and shook my teeth till it came out!

my mouth hurts like shit now...

i can feel a fever coming...omg.....

i've been pushing my body too hard

Goodbye Thinn =(

2009-04-19T19:55:00.003+08:00

Today was the day which we sent Thinn off.

It was pretty emotional for me, I was all teary when she entered the gate.

Take care Thinn, and keep in touch!

I've been blogging for 2 hours already. Gotta find some time for homework. I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

There goes Barbie =(

Amazing Race 2009

2009-04-19T17:56:00.005+08:00

WE WON 2nd FOR AMAZING RACE 09!

Oh my god, i cant believe it until now..$150 adidas voucher for the 5 of us! YAY!!!

The amazing race made me realised something. That was the power of girls.

Initially, Jack and I decided to form a really fast team after we went for the house briefing on the Amazing Race.

We had one of the fastest runners for 2.4km, with everyone of us clocking at least 10mins for 2.4km.

After we've submitted the application form for amazing race, BAM!

Three of them couldnt make it cos of HSK Chinese Exam! D:

At that point of time, i was seriously disappointed and kind of had the mentality that we couldnt make it anymore. But I WAS WRONG.

Feeling upset, I decided to ask around to see if there were people who could replace those three for amazing race. So I found Gideon, Qiu Mei and Thinn :D

We submitted the application form once again and PASS! WE'RE IN!

A total of 18 teams from all houses participated in the amazing race.

So here's our team members, POLO TEAM 4

Yu Feng
Jack
Gideon
Thinn
Qiu Mei

Started off with Sudouku. I took the paper from the house captain and dashed immediately to the canteen where everybody joined us. Everybody was really quick in the calculations and I think we completed the puzzle pretty fast :)

FIRST STATION, PJC

We started off with floorball. Had to dribble the puny little ball around the cones and with a ring on our heads. Everybody didnt seem to have a problem with that :)

After that, we reported to the station masters and they gave us another question.

Who awarded the certificate of appreciation to PJC in the year 2000 in recognition of PJC's participation in the National Day Parade 2000?

We searched the concourse for it and Thinn happened to find the answer: Dr Tony Tan. She then wrote down the answer and dashed to the station master who then said that the answer was incomplete!

Thinn then dashed back and wrote down his full name plus post! DR TONY TAN KENG YAM, Minister of Def!

HAHAHA it was classic laughter!

We were correct for the question and proceeded on to the Science Centre

Clue to next station : A picture of a building with two things protuding high out of it

SECOND STATION, Science Centre

At the Science Centre, we had to solve a jigsaw puzzle of the old PJC campus. And we proceeded to the old campus opposite the science centre and took a picture of us with the campus in the background in it.

In the MRT on the way to Fort Canning Park

THIRD STATION, Fort Canning Park

WE proceeded from Jurong East to Dhoby Ghaut, Fort Canning Park. Down there, we were required to build a tower of 15cm with 15 straws and place a bowl on the top of it. And then hold a chopstick on each hand and transfer the ping-pong balls from the bowl to the destinated box.

Clue to next station: Well known old market

FOURTH STATION, LAU PA SAT!

I didn't even have time to look at the clue. The girls were so fast upon seeing the clue that we immediately dashed off from fort canning and took the train to Raffles Place.

Signed in with the station master at 11:09am and we were given an hour break for lunch and we told that we could only leave the market from 12:09pm onwards.

A picture of our team in Lau Pa Sat! From the left, Gideon, Qiu Mei, Thinn, Jack and Myself :)

Clue to next station: Sky dark dark, Lightning Strike, Thunder Roar, Bald patch form

FIFTH STATION, Merlion at Esplanade

Okay this one was tough! We were given a piece of paper which says:

Instruction: Each letter in this code represents another letter.

Make sure of the clue to compare and hence decode.

CLUE: SHARPEN

CA WXKOLTZFA

Be Proactive

CAEZQ UZTJ TJA AQP ZQ RZQP

Begin With The End In Mind

WST MZXGT TJZQEG MZXGT

Put First Things First

TJZQB UZQ UZQ

Think Win Win

GAAB MZXGT TK SQPAXGTOQP TJAQ TK CA SQPAXGTKKP

Seek First To Understand, Then To Be Understood

GVQAXEZYA

Synergise

GJOXWAQ TJA GOU

Sharpen the saw

WXKLAAP TK AGWIOQOPA WOXB

Proceed to esplanade park

GJOXWAQ = SHARPEN. Happy cracking!

We proceeded to esplanade park where we were told to stand in a straight row, 3 tiles away from each other. The station master would then tell the first person of the row a phrase and he would whisper it to the next.

The message mustn't get distorted along the way :)

Clue to next station: A geogrophical picture of World War II Memorial which writes 1942-1945

SIXTH STATION, War Memorial

Ahhh this was crap! Each team had to appoint a representative to complete a particular roadblock which they refused to tell us. I volunteered and was told to go to the War Memorial and copy down every single word, in four different ethnic languages! I ended up spending lots of time writing the Tamil words, which seemed more of art to me D:

Clue to the next station: Mac @ M^2

SEVENTH STATION, McDonald's at Marina Square

Hated this to the core! We were given a piece of paper which has 9 lines of blanks with clues given.

We were told to fill in the names of the shops.

And there was a stupid one which says: You want me on your test papers

Took us PLENTY OF TIME till we decided to do a trade of answer with another team. And the answer was NIKE!

Cos its a tick! OMFG!

We ran around Marina Square Mall, taking pics of ourselves at all 9 shops. Many of the pictures are still in Thinn's camera. THINN QUICKLY SEND ME! :D

EIGTH STATION, Performance area outside Esplanade

Next, we proceeded to the stage outside the esplanade and did some Charade. Thinn was the one who demoed the thing and it was WAY OFF! There was one question which said, "Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon", and she was squatting down all the way. And I said,

PRAY?

KNELL DOWN?

NA MO AH MI TUO FO?????

NINTH STATION, HORT PARK

Took bus 97 to hort park! The bus journey there was rather long and it gave us time to have some rest :)

We were pretty unsure about our team's position. but we were rather sure that we were in the top 3 at that point of time!

Me holding up the log card triumphantly. Left with 2 more stations!

HORT PARK WAS THE WORST STATION OF ALL. The place was damn bloody big and we saw the Nobel team upon reaching there. Which means that we were 2nd in place. The nobel team couldnt locate the station masters and they told us that they've been searching for 20 minutes already. we ran around the park for 45 minutes. Minute by minute, we saw more teams arriving at the Hort Park. They caught up =(

We were running, prespiration all over our bodies. Running in the scorching sun at 2pm for 45 minutes.

FINALLY, we found the station masters who then told us to do the tasks.

We managed to complete the tasks faster than the Nobel team and ended up FIRST IN PLACE!

Then we were given the clue: Begin with the end in mind

IMMEDIATELY, we dashed off out of Hort Park to the bus stop.

TENTH STATION, PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE!

Unfortunately, the bus took pretty long to come and it gave 2 teams to catch up with us until it gave us the same advantage D:

The Nobel Team took the same bus as us.

When the bus was approaching Commonwealth MRT station, the Nobel team was already getting ready at the exit of the bus and we were still trapped at the back of the bus! When the bus door opened, they dashed out while we were struggling to get out.

Upon reaching the MRT station, we found out that the Nobel team managed to catch the train which left shortly before us reaching. That gave them the ultimate advantage of being in the first place D:

In the train, we were already talking about the suprise of getting 2nd place which was completely unexpected!

When the train arrived at Choa Chu Kang, we quickly dashed out and ran towards the bus stop outside the back of lot 1. Down there, we saw the bus 975 and the Nobel team boarding it!

I ran like mad and our team managed to catch up!

Now, both teams were on the bus!

Hahaha this is the funny part! We were all chatting damn loudly in the bus about the race and everybody was staring at us. Both teams were crowding at the door, pushing each other, trying to get the upperhand in starting the race. When the door opened, we all dashed out and the bus driver shouted, "GO GO GO!"

Jack and I and the rest of the Nobel teams were running for our lives from the bus-stop towards the school gate! Those Nobel guys didnt even bother to walk down the stairs near the bus-stop and jumped down from 2metres of height instead! I dashed and dashed, and managed to catch up with Jack who was the first man leading the group. Now, JACK AND I WERE THE FIRST TWO PEOPLE LEADING THE RACE!

We ran past the school gate and didnt even bother to say hi to the security guard like we always do. Dashed past the carpark and the parade square until we saw this!

By now, i was feeling extremely exhilarated as Jack and I were leading the Nobel Team by at least 100metres!

The station masters and teachers at the finishing line were all cheering madly.

UNTIL! THEY SAID, "YOU MUST FINISH AS A TEAM!"

And it was OMFG!

Jack and I stopped at the finishing line and waited for our team members.

Then we saw the Nobel team running towards us, 1 by 1.

They finished as a team and got the first place!

1 minute later, Gideon, Qiu Mei and Thinn caught up.

We held hands and walked past the finishing line as a team!

THE SECOND PLACE WAS SECURED!

Nobel finished at 5:09pm while Polo finished at 5:10pm!

YAY! 2nd PLACE IS GOOD TOO!

Thinn couldnt stay for the bbq as her mum was about to kill her. She had to leave for Australia the next morning and she was still outside at 5pm!

I was too overwhelmed with happiness and decided to do this stupid thing. This was the road where Jack and I and the Nobel guys ran towards school.

THATS IT! POLO TEAM FOUR WON AND IT ALL ATTRIBUTED TO THE GIRL'S FOR BEING STREET SMART AND THE GUYS FOR THE DILIGENT RUNNING!

I'm feeling lonely

2009-04-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

somehow or rather, i feel so lonely in this school although i have friends around me...

i miss my closest friends so much...it just seems so sad that we dont get so much time to see each other anymore...esp the basketball guys.

I really loved those days where we got together and crapped around...

I shouldn't be in PJC...I should be in some other JCs instead =(

2009-04-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

This post goes out to 3 to my very close friends. I haven had much time to talk to them recently, blame it on the hectic schedule or myself, i haven really been much of a good friend :(

To Sameer: I know it has been kind of hard juggling between council, work and freetime. You seem all stressed out recently, all the weariness must have gone down into you. Running for elections isnt an easy path for sure, hope that the one liner you thought of worked. You know, I'd be really happy if you made it for council. Just make sure that you dont sacrifice your health for everything that you've worked for. Life isnt meaningful that way. Good luck for your elections!

To Yuxin: I just read your blog and we spoke in msn. I know that life has been really busy for you since you entered NJC. Attending softball trainings 3 times a week, returning home late most of the time. i suppose your homework load's becoming a burden on you too? But you know what, sometimes, i'd feel all stressed out cos of my endless list of homework. attending cca is a great way for me to bond with my friends and let all the stress out. but in the process, you've got to know that your family is always there for you. I'd always make it a point to spend time with my family, no matter how busy i am. cos sacrificing quality time with family members on weekends for ccas for leisure isnt worth it at all. You've got to reconcile the different responsibilities that you have, however busy you are. And i believe that you can do it, cos i have faith in you :)

To Yingsi: We never really spoke much since you left for China. We agreed to meet up since prom night, but ended up seeing each other only about twice? We just kept postponing the date, saying that either of us cant make it, which was true. Why did all the things keep cropping out on the last minute? Was heaven making fun of us or am i just plain foolish in keeping my schedule open? You know, i was rather upset on friday that you couldnt make it. i cancelled my outing with my friends because i thought that i could finally catch up with you. i ended up waiting the entire day for your call cos you told me that you'd be waking up late. I woke up early in the morning, prepared my clothes, waited and waited...but there wasnt any call from you. i called your phone every hour, but the line somehow couldnt be engaged. it occured to me that you offed your phone cos you were sleeping. then it turned out that you lost your phone :(

the disappointment heightened on saturday where you told me that you couldnt make it in the last minute. as usual, i told my friends that i couldnt catch a movie with them cos i thought that you'd be able to meet up after you've gotten your phone.

But hey, we've already spoke about this and i dont really wanna think about it anymore. Let's just look forward, no more apologises from either one of us ok?

Myself: Life just sucks at this point of time. I've been screwing up my relationships with my friends. Its just that my life doesnt seem to be lousier than any of them at the moment. Sometimes i just feel like helping them with their problems, but at the same time i feel so helpless. There's nothing much i can do besides listening. I feel so lousy as a friend :(

My specs broke, Dad blamed me straightaway without getting the facts right. I was hurt, emotionally....

2009-04-11T17:42:00.001+08:00

I'm in a bad mood...

A reasonably bad mood...

haiz......

Life is full of ups and downs

2009-04-10T18:50:00.008+08:00

Hey guys. My muscles are all aching over my body, ONCE AGAIN.

ODAC had a hike at MacRitchie on wednesday. We arrived at MacRitchie reservoir by bus and started our hike there.

Walked a total of about 10km i guess. The hike lasted about 3.5 hours.

The HSBC treetop walk showed me the beautiful nature reserves that Singapore has.

A tower in the middle of the walk offered a scenic view of the place :)

I'm starting to get worried about my NAPFA test. Been having toturous pull-up trainings for the past few months. Even if i had muscle aches on my arms, I'd still force myself to do the pullups.

Now my pull-ups are fine. But then comes the scary part.

My standing broad jump might be the station hindering me from getting an A :(

During PE lesson, I attempted a jump and only managed a 22+.

My teacher said that i had the power but lacked the technique.

What should i do?

i need at least 226cm to secure a C for the station.

Anything lower than that would mean a D and i wouldnt be able to get gold anymore :(

imagine getting A A A A A D for NAPFA.

CRAP THAT SUCKS.

I'd push myself for the next couple of weeks, hopefully i would improve my Standing broad jump.

Go Yufeng!

Yay HIRO NAKAMURA GOT HIS POWER BACK! Micah's changed a lot!

2009-04-04T18:58:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long week!

Our timetable for friday was "copied" to wednesday.

Supposingly, friday has one of the suckiest timetable of the week!

1 hour and 30 minutes of chinese for the final period, imagine that!

So guess what, I just had 5 hours and 30minutes of chinese this entire week :(

Oh, and not including the extra 30 minutes which i used to complete my 作文 after school....

ahhh!!!! this is crazy......

Fortunately, i kind of managed to plan my time well for this week. The PI was done in time, i rushed through it on sunday, monday and tuesday so that i wouldnt have to do it on wednesday. Wednesday is cca day and as expected, the physical training was as crazy as it sounds!

Anyway, Zhen Zi did me a great deal of help by helping me print whatever materials i needed him to, thanks ZZ!

For those curious people out there who were thinking of what type of training do PJ Odacians receive, here's a feel of how it's like.

2 sets of 800m, 2 sets of 400m, 2 sets of 200m, 8 sets of 100m. We were given a break of roughly about 2 minutes between each interval, and all Odacians are expected to sprint as fast as they can and not exceed the time limit. Those who exceed the time limit by 1 second shall run 1 additional run, those who exeed 2 shall run 2 more, and so on...

The Odacians ended up accumulating 54 rounds at the end. Everybody was dead beat. And Joshua told us "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!".

Haha so that's what we get after giving our best shot!

Life in Odac is no longer the mundane cycle. We dont cook, tie knots, do ice-breakers anymore.

We run, run and run! We do physical training like mad, spam the push-ups and crunches!

HAHA LIFE IS GREAT! (hey that's great eastern's slogan!) xD

Coming to that, i just came back from a long and tiring day out at Pulau Ubin.

It was a cycling trip our seniors planned for us which aimed to improve our confidence level and our mastery of the bicycle. Too bad that the duration of the cycling trip was rather short. Nonetheless, I could say that it's one of the most enjoyable cycling trips I have been part of so far :)

Finally had an opportunity to watch a movie! YAY!

I haven't watched a movie in ages! The last movie which I watched was like more than a month ago :(

I didn't get to watch COMING SOON. Planned to watch it 3 weeks ago, asked around, but people weren't really enthusiastic about watching horror movies. The ODACians told me that COMING SOON sucks, i guess i did the right thing by not watching it?

Anyway, i watched UNBORN today. It's another horror movie! HAHAHAHA

The plot was simple, the scaryness was OK, and in overall, the movie was like any typical horror movie.

Man, i should stop being so curious about the supernatural, one day i might really have an encounter with one of these....

The week has been tough and long. I was being enlightened to enjoy my weekends and leave them to myself to play. So now I play during weekends!

2009-03-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

I had a truely exciting day today!

Many things happened, most of which are embarrassing ones.

You see, part of the sole of my track shoes which i usually wore to school came out. Dad did me a favour by gluing them back and so i had to wait for the glue to dry.

So i decided to wear my bro's lion dance shoes instead. The shoes were "beautified" with 3 crazy colours. Bright Blue, Bright Red and White!

I dunno whats going on in my mind but i decided to put them on and go to school anyway.

And everybody in school were like staring at my shoes all the time! Strangers, friends, teachers, toilet aunties!

The colours of my shoe were just to striking and eye-catching, everybody just looked at it. And guess what! They all looked up to see who's the idiot who was wearing such conspicuous shoes to school. OMG SO PAISEH LA!

Now the entire school knows that Yufeng wears a pair of shoes with 3 strange colour combis.

Next is the worse part. I had PE at 5pm today and ODAC PT at 6pm. So my shirt was like soaking wet with my sweat and the sweat dried up at about 740. Nobody wanted to change their clothes so i was too lazy to change them out too. It didnt occur to me that my shirt stinked like SHIT until i boarded the public bus when everybody were turning their heads away from me. I was standing in the middle of the long queue in the bus and i dare not raise up my arms! I could smell the stench diffusing into my nose and i was like WTF! I SHOULDVE CHANGED!

Mummy said that i stinked like a rotting salted fish after i reached home. :O

So here's the moral of the story. NEVER EVER LEAVE YOUR DRY-FIT T-SHIRT TO DRY AFTER PERSPIRING! IT WILL STINK LIKE SOME DECOMPOSING SKUNK.

OMG...my dignity is gone....

2009-03-29T23:46:00.005+08:00

It's late on a Sunday night and I'm facing the computer doing my Preliminary Idea on Conservation.

Where's my life that I've been having for the past four years?

JC life is so stressful. Luckily my body hasn't broken down yet.

I need a time to rest and enjoy myself. Break free from this hassle and go out there to do what I what without any time constrains :D

Of course, that would be wishful thinking. Perhaps it would come at the end of the year after my promos...

Only time will tell....

Went to 扫墓 today at Choa Chu Kang Cementry. It was crowded, showed me how enthusiastic Singaporean chinese are in praying their ancestors. (or is it because it's the first week?)

We got caught in a jam on the way to Mandai. Sat in the car, more like a mini-oven I call it.

My butt got roasted, Mum's back got grilled. I'm not sure about my bro. Maybe he was overcooked? Luckily I didnt bring in any radiative devices. (ZOMG LAME!)

Anyway, dad spotted two families quarreling at the parking area in mandai. I informed my bro and cousins about it and they all watched in anticipation to watch a fight. Their wishes were granted when one party threw out fists at the other party and a mini fight erupted. UNFORTUNATELY, the fight was stopped by a lady from either one of the party and it gave the men more time to cool down. You could see many busy-body Singaporeans crowding around the area, filled with raging curiousity. As expected, nobody gave out a helping hand. Almost everybody was staring at the scene, including my family, which was about 100m away from the scene at the 3rd storey of a building.

Why did the lady come to break up the fight? My hopes for an interesting climax has been dashed by her. My cousins were all like : "aiya sian never fight..."

But then again, this is a quote by Mr Kamal the great.

"Jaw Jaw better than War War"

Diplomacy is better than Detterence.

Hmm...quite true to a certain extent...

2009-03-25T21:02:00.005+08:00

hi there babes and hunks!

Sorry for neglecting my blog, I've been just too lazy to update it.

I read tags but my laziness just stops me from replying them :X

WAN QING INSTIGATED ME TO BLOG SO I SHALL DO IT!

School is back, homework hasn't ended. PROJECT WORK IS HERE!

I'm doing Conservation by the way...already have an idea since i did something similar on Momentum previously :D

Anyway, im so glad that i had the chance to catch up with my usual clique during the holidays.

Celebrated hui lak's birthday on sunday (a day before school) and we met at lot 1. most people were late as usual (YAY THE USUAL LATECOMING!). went to New York New York for lunch. it was great, i shared Seafood Platter with chester but it costed a bomb :(

I realised that i've been spending too much lately, on presents and food. omg that is enough to kill me...my saving box is now left with about $2 :(

so i've decided! i shall spend less this week! eat less, drink less...hopefully i wouldnt get gastric pains.

i'm pretty much adapted to my school already, thought about everything and how i wanna approach my life in JC. Guess what, I'm participating in POLO house amazing race! I WANNA WANNA WANNA WIN!

looking at my house (as in the school's house) makes me tempted to take up a leadership role again. it feels great to be of service to your house...those were the days where your house members' cheers could rejuvenate your spirit...ahhh how nice...

oh yeah, here's another thing. I WANNA GET INTO OFFICER CADET SCHOOL (OCS) TOO!

So i'm gonna take up more leadership roles in school, initiate more activites, and participate more. My life ahead is gonna be pretty much hectic.

oops here's another thing! I WANNA WATCH COMING SOON! Nobody seems to be really ON about watching it :( Nonetheless, i'll find some time during the weekend to jio out some enthusiasts to watch the movie! THIS IS A MUST!!!! I'll watch it no matter what! :D

SORRY GUYS for the super disorganised blogging. im just typing out whatever pops to my mind and recalling what's happened for the past few days...

once again, my apologises for neglecting my blog!

THANK YOU WAN QING FOR FORCING ME TO BLOG! HAHAHAHHA

Goh Yingsi! Please come back safely from China...It's been a while since I've seen you already :(

Kanneganti Sameer, please get well soon. I shan't repeat the usual quotes which doctors would say all day long...You know what to do to get better :)

2009-03-18T18:26:00.002+08:00

ODAC camp was tough, meaningful, fruitful blablabla...

I pray that Yingsi and Jia Hao can come back safely.

I pray that Sameer can get well soon from his bronchitis :(

I pray that Yuxin can have a happy year ahead after she's turned 17.

I'm getting tired of blogging...Gah....

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

2009-03-08T18:15:00.003+08:00

There is good and there is evil. Right and wrong. Heroes and villains. And if we're blessed with wisdom, then there are glimpses between the cracks of each where light streams through. We wait in silence for these times when sense can be made, when meaningless existence comes into focus, and our purpose presents itself. And if we have the strength to be honest, then what we find there, staring back at us, is our own reflection, bearing witness to the duality of life. And each one of us is capable of both the dark and the light, of good and evil, of either, of all. And destiny, while marching ever in our direction, can be rerouted by the choices we make. By the love we hold onto, and the promises we keep.

2009-03-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

time certainly flies on you're busy.

thats just the case for Tan Yu Feng!

He's super busy doing his homework, this calls for a time for some time-management!

Here's a good news to share with everybody, I am now a fully certified first aider!

I can save life, prevent complications, and....err whats the last objective of a first aider? (oops i forgot)

Anyway, learning CPR is rather fun and meaningful. I hope i wouldnt put it to use though. If i do, i hope that i can save a life :D

Wanna know my homework for this weekend? Here it goes.

chem redox tutorial

physics kinematics tutorial

china studies essay

2 chinese worksheets

study for china studies test

study for chem atoms and stoichiometry test

1 PROJECT WORK PI! WTF

haiz...life is just a constant repetition of work, i'll just have to learn how to cope with it.

I'm calling out to all Pioneers out there. Please vote for my cousin, Josiah Tan for student council! He's the one who played the saxophone on stage. He's from 09S10 by the way, please show him your support!

Yuxin's bday is coming soon! :D excited excited! Hahahahha....

2009-03-02T22:54:00.004+08:00

cyptic comments, threatening to undermine our relations which seem to hang on a solitary thread that might snap any moment.

2009-03-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

have i been too busy and caught up with my work that i've been neglecting my friends?

sorry if i did, time just seems to pass so fast these weeks after i entered this school.

i may not be a good friend, but i'll try my best to juggle my priorities.

please bear with me :(

2009-02-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

Does being the superior specie of all on this planet justify our reasons for killing animals?

It's a fact of life, survival of the fittest. The strong feeds on the weak, the weak dies in agony and experiences excruciating pain in the death process.

If we had not fed on meat, what will we survive on? Vegetables?

If you were bathing in the toilet and you saw an ant struggling in the water, would you bend down and rescue it, or just let it drown?

If a fly keeps on bugging you during your meals, would you attempt to kill it, or brush it away from your sight?

There's no doubt that we have the power to take control of all kinds of life on this planet. But think again, would you rather save lives or take them away?

2009-02-26T18:20:00.005+08:00

I'm calling out to all KFC lovers. Mr Ching, my school's PW teacher showed us this video during the PW lecture. Please think twice before dining at KFC's

Should i go vegetarian?

Not because of this video, but because i dun wanna kill animals for my own benefit D:

2009-02-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

My Class

Life in pjc hasnt really been smooth sailing...

i still feel left out in my class, everybody seems so different from 4e6.

in 4e6, we could joke about, have the freedom of speech.

S14 just seems too quiet for me.

ODAC

Odac hasn't really been fun recently..We just had our first official day of cca and it was all about ice-breaking and getting to know the seniors more. As expected, this batch of ODACians are super enthusiastic and would cheer at any small thing. WAY TO GO!!!!

Mr Yaw made it mandatory for all ODACians to go for a first aid course and be legalized in first aid. He also added that we would be doing our NYAA gold in order to beautify our testimonial and add more achievements to our life?

Today, i went for the 1st lesson for the first aid course. The first aid course is basically a 24 hours course whereby the duration would be broken down into 3 sessions, each lasting up to 8 hours.

It was really boring luh...All the Odacians were sitting in the little container classroom situated next to the basketball court and it was theory lesson from 845am all the way to 5pm. We had about three 20 minutes break and an hour lunch break. The instructor shared with us about many of his experiences, interesting and disgusting ones. Some of his stories would give you goose-pimples. Although the 8 hours was rather boring, it was really enriching and now i know what to do in an emergency! Just try not to faint in front of me unless you're a chio bu (:

4e6 class gathering

The 4e6 class gathering was super duper fun! After school ended at 3 plus, i waited for the bball peeps to go to swiss together. During the bus journey, my heart was filled with plenty of excitement and anticipation. I never felt so happy travelling to swiss before. After alighting the bus, we all and raising our hands up high to feel the "swiss atmosphere". We looked at the bus stop and the pavement where we used to jog on during basketball training. It certainly brought back a nostalgic feeling and make me miss swiss even more :(

I chatted with a couple of teachers in school, Mr Seow, Ms Lam and Ms Ng. I didn't get a chance to see Mr Lim though...OH YA, the testimonials aren't ready yet! The lady at the office said that a letter will be sent to us informing us about the collection of our testimonials. So hang on guys!

Yuxin wanted to play badminton to trash me...I suppose she did? But Sameer was there counting the score. Whenever she hit the shuttlecock out of the boundary,

Sameer went like, "Lousy hitting by Yuxin, 2 bonus points for Yufeng"

And whenever i hit it out, he went "Was it on purpose or the wind?"

I replied, "The wind"

"2 bonus points for Yufeng!"

HAHAHAHA! Our score disparity wasnt that much in the end thanks to him! :D

After hanging around school till 630. Sameer kept pestering me to leave school cos the class has already reached Alif's. ahh....i didnt want to leave school so early but had no choice. Anyway, 4E6 is more important! we were walking alongside the road and saw a group of colourful people from afar. The dudes and dudettes were wearing different uniforms. There was AJC,PJC,CJC,ACJC,NJC,NYJC,SAJC, and a poly dude who wore an NPCC t-shirt. :O!

We went to the 3rd coffeeshop to eat zi char (dunno how to translate lol) and spent plenty of time settling down and choosing the dishes!

After dinner, we proceeded to the open area beside Hong Kah CC and sat down in a circle there.

We played many games and the losers were subjected to the crazy forfeit Sameer suggested where we had to hold onto a water bottle and focus on it while spinning on the spot for 20 rounds! Many of us ended up doing that and we were laughing all the way.

Mr Lim had been looking at us from afar and he joined us later with a packet of chin-chow and said that he didn't know us! Haha! Ironically, the police station was just opposite us and 20+ of us were making plenty of noise but no police came! The old people were all sitting on the benches and looking at us play the games. WE WERE SENIOR CITIZENS' ENTERTAINMENT!

I feel super attached to 4E6 and I love this class wholeheartedly. This will be one class which I will never forget and the memories will be embedded deep into me.

You guys have shown me the true meaning of class unity and now, I can fully understand those words which Mr Lim said at the beginning of 2008.

"I have seen classes come and go. What I want from this class is UNITY"

You were right, Mr Lim! Class Unity really does bring a class far and holds everybody together :)

Anyway, here are some of the photos which were taken during the orientation.

And hey guys! That's not it...Something interesting came across my mind after i woke up for school on one morning. What if I were to reverse the roles of the characters in lyrics? It sounds dumb but this is how it goes.

Let's take the song I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith for example.

It goes like this:
I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming.

If I changed the roles, it would go like this:

You could stay awake, just to hear me breathing

Watch me smile while I am sleeping

While I am far away and dreaming.

Hehe...i dunno what's going on with this brain of mine cos these crazy imagination just keep popping out every now and then :P

I'd end this super long post with a high note that

4E6 2008 is the best class I've ever been in and you guys rock to the core! JEU rocks too! :D

2009-02-17T19:56:00.005+08:00

We come from different backgrounds and different schools.

Perhaps it is fate which brings us here, in this school, in this very class.

It is the time to appreciate each other's differences, regardless of character, behaviour, and attitude.

We are S14! Let us work hard together and overcome this obstacle as a team!

2 years pass in a flash, let's make full use of it and stop ranting.

NOW, why are there so many strangers visiting my blog all of a sudden!?!?!?

2009-02-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

When confronted by our worst nightmares,

the choices are few; Fight or flight.

We hope to find the strength to stand against our fears but sometimes,

despite ourselves, we run.

What if the nightmare gives chase?

Where can we hide then?

I'm a PJC student!

2009-02-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

I AM A PIONEER!

When i went to PJC on monday at 7:30am, i was utterly disappointed with the school.

We had to sit through a talk on the school rules and regulations as well as the school culture for 3 hours! Imagine yourself sitting on a solitary spot with your legs crossed. You listen to the talks by the different HODs of the school for 3 hours. It totally turned me off, but nonetheless, i didnt regret my decision of coming to PJC.

Day 2 was a day of talks and more talks again...This time round, we sat through 3 hours of talks about character development...zzzzzzzzzzzz

Well, my OG aint that enthusiastic...I'm looking forward to seeing my classmates!

I've decided to join ODAC!

Canoeing aint the thing for me, the training is too heavy for me to cope with my studies :(

THOSE CANOE GUYS HAVE AN OH MY GOD FIGURE! D:

Modern Dance is definitely not for me, all of them are malays, including the teacher. And almost the whole club are girls! D:

My passion for basketball rekindled when i played bball with my friends, but i must tell myself not to spend another 2 years in the same cca! I must expose myself to newer stuffs!

Kayaking,cycling,marathon,hiking,trekking,running,dragonboat,camping,frisbee and rock climbing.

HAHAHAHAHA THATS
Out

Door

Activities

Club

for you!

I'm taking

PHY - H2
CHEM - H2
MATH - H2

CHINA STUDIES IN ENGLISH - H1

A lvls chinese is coming soon! SIAN..........

I'm starting to lose interest in blogging, now i understand why Ying Si said that i will get sian of it liao. Haha.......

I MISS YING SI! D: hope you're doing fine there. There's always a point in your life where you'd have to seperate with your friends, but i'm sure you can adapt.

Happy Birthday Zhen Zi!

2009-01-25T13:32:00.006+08:00

It's the 25th of January. 17 years ago, an "ordinary" boy was born.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG ZHEN ZI!

Good lor, have your birthday on the eve of Chinese New Year. Don't know if it's a good thing or not, you get to celebrate your birthday by having a nice reunion dinner with your parents but on the other hand, you don't get to celebrate with us :O

Still remember exactly 1 year ago? We defeated Fuhua Secondary in our basketball tournament. It was the match which determined if we could enter the 2nd round. We fought like dogs, the adrenalin level in me was at its highest. The spectators watched with bated breath. Mr Gan and Ms Ng were standing at the court side, watching us play and run like mad. I could remember very distinctively the block which Chester made on Fuhua's Crissendo. It was actually the block which determined our win. In the end, we won by 1 point! I remember both of us sitting on the bench during the match and jumping around after the match was over. Everybody was jumping about, both of us celebrated with each other and we were screaming like mad. Even coach said that he had 心脏病.

Anyway, thanks for being such a great friend these 4 years. I must say that you have a very unique character, "extraordinary" I call it. You always looked at things at a different perspective which was different from our friends. Sometimes, you inject humour into things without even realising it. You are the source of humour in our clique, I really appreciate having you as my friend =)

Don't worry about not keeping in touch after we've gotten into different schools. If we're so keen in keeping in touch, what's stopping us? NOTHING! 4 years of friendship can overcome these odds lah, don't worry.

I'm anticipating a card from you which I may receive 10 years down the road. By that time, we'll be about 27 years old right?

The card says : WEDDING INVITATION TO MR TAN YU FENG & FAMILY

FROM WONG ZHEN ZI & ___________ (You can fill up the blanks =D)

I can't wait to see how your future wife looks like. Be sure she's a chio bu or you will xian qi her. Haha but in the meantime, CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES! I'm sure that if you work hard in future, you will succeed in whatever you do. Because you have the will and determination that many people do not possess. Your hardworking nature enables you to succeed.

Don't tell me that you've been running lately, it makes me guilty =X

You'll kill me if I posted those unglam photos of you right? haha i'll carefully select the nice photos of you =)

A photo we took in the bus on the way to prom night

PROM!

This photo is nice cause it shows you stepping on the line!

This photo is WTFishly dumb but i posted it anyway

Taken at Kiat Hwee's house on Hui Lak's birthday

Worst Day so far in 2009

2009-01-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was one of the worst day of the year so far...I had a super heated conversation with my Dad in the car and it was the most hated topics that i wanted to talk about. If you really think that I don't deserve to be C******, then fine...go find a better son. I dont deserve to be yours...Perhaps Yu Ren is better? I'm such a scum anyway...Passers-by, you guys wouldnt understand how I feel...There is only one person who knows exactly how I feel, and that person is me.

做人应该要饮水思源,可若你一直强逼我,我的反抗反而会越大. Don't make me hate this ******** (noun) because of you

I was supposed to buy a pair of slim-cut jeans on saturday. Then came all the nagging from my mum about the expensive prices of the pair of jeans which costs $40... =.=

I wanna grow up. I wanna work. I wanna get my own salary. I will earn big bucks. I will become a successful man in future.

By that time, I will make my life better and break free from this totalitarian regime. Watch me.

Constant arguments and conflicts with my parents before CNY. No wonder physicists say that friction is everywhere.

2009-01-24T13:40:00.003+08:00

i've been having weird dreams lately...even at hui lak's house in malaysia.

thinking of them makes me laugh.

I dreamt of myself helping jing kuang do a foot massage. i was using my fingers to rub onto the sole of his feet in a rotational manner and jing kuang was sitting there, looking at me do the massaging.

jing kuang's father was also beside him, surveying the situation. once in a while, he would interupt the massaging and teach me the correct technique...but overall, he seemed quite satisfied with my massaging skills...If you guys didnt know, i only saw Jing kuang's father once and i cant remember his face..it pretty astonishing how my complex brain managed to create an image of him in my brain huh? WEIRD DREAM......

I also dreamt of myself being friends with Felicia Chin.

We were talking like besties and laughing away like mad...I'm unsure of the location of the place but it was a rather nice dream to have such a Chio Bu as a good friend of mine =)

Occasionally, i would have some conversations with Fiona Xie too

But i would talk to Felicia Chin more....

MAN THIS IS A REALLY NICE DREAM! =D

To those guys salivating like mad out there, wished that you had my dream too?

Hahahaha!

2009-01-19T16:46:00.010+08:00

hey guys! it has been a long time since i've had a proper post. been rather busy lately and i rarely have the time to settle down in front of the computer to blog.

On saturday, I met up with sameer, yuxin and carlyn cos sameer wanted to treat us to swensens :O

we went to catch "Passengers" first. Guess what? We saw Nurmatha working there again! She was smiling and waving to us from afar and I waved back!

Passengers was....err....normal?

Initially, i found the storyline rather nice. It was a "thinking" type of movie, not like those action-packed hollywood movies which you find at the cinemas all the time. but the ending of the movie was a real disappointment. imagine watching the entire movie in suspense, cos you dont know why this and that is happening. and in the end you find the main character being a ghost!?!?

The girls were practically freezing like hell in the cinema! luckily i had my mum's winter clothes! =P (yuxin brought the clothes to return to me) i was watching the show halfway when a noise beside me caught my attention. i turned to the right and i saw yuxin and carlyn covering their entire bodies with my mum's dunno-what-you-call-that

haha! me and sam were laughing like hell in the cinema. i bet their actions were more worth watching than the show! i couldn't help it but took out my mum's winter gloves and scarf too.

only that hard-headed sameer refused the winter clothings i offered to him. HMPH...ACT COOL!

After the movie, we immediately rushed out of the cinema and i suggested going out of the mall to get some sun. the girls were like "HUH!?!?" In the end we still went out to the open. The sun felt great! i was jumping around, trying to generate some heat within my body...the cold isn't for me...(shivers).....

next, we went to swensens. FINALLY! The highlight of the day! Sameer was complaining like mad about burning a big hole in his pocket. the girls seemed determined to do so...they were trying to pick the most expensive ice-creams and were chuckling away like mad in the restaurant. The girls had decided to choose some individual ice-creams where yuxin described as MUCH BETTER than the regular earthquake me and sameer shared

Haha! I bet that you're just plain jealous that we had the better, more appetizing and more colourful ice-cream. while we were eating, i realized that i had a miss call on my phone. the number looked mysterious and i showed it to sameer and asked him to check it out...

he then replied,"that number looks damn familiar but i dunno who."

so i called the number and the sound of the ringing began.

After that, carlyn picked up her phone and looked at me, "Why are you calling me!?"

LOL...what a joke....i was actually giving a call to a person right in front of me!

After having a great ice-cream meal at swensens (hehehehehe...sameer really burnt a hole in his pocket), we went to walk around causeway point to buy things. (somebody's birthday is coming >.<) after making my purchase, i called daddy and waited for him to pick me up.

we then went to sembawang to have our dinner and mummy suggested going to sembawang park to relax our mind.

The park was really nice...There were many people fishing, camping, playing games etc. You wouldn't believe this, but we actually had a chance to see a fireworks display across the sea at Malaysia! The sea breeze was really cooling, sembawang park is a really nice place to go to, esp at night. (i caught a couple snogging but kept quiet :X)

mummy and daddy liked the pineapple tarts which yx's mum baked. now my entire family would always take one tart whenever they walk past the dining room =( The pineapple tarts is finishing at a really rapid rate!

AHHH....my pineapple tarts!

Yesterday was a really meaningful day for me. When i woke up, i could hear the noises of my parents doing housework. My parents were doing spring cleaning and me and my bro also helped them. I was in charge of wiping all the doors in my house while my bro had to clear those piles of clothes which he has in his wardrobe, as well as those junk found in our cupboard. Doing spring cleaning made me realize that my house has actually been keeping so much trash over the past few years! Together with my bro, we managed to sort out 4 whole piles of clothes which we wore when we were young. Daddy threw away lots of junk found in the house, including the balls which i used for soccer in primary school. The clothes were donated to the Salvation Army. I hope that my precious clothes will get into the hands of a rightful and deserving owner =)

At night, Kor Kor and I watched "Connected 保持通话" on DVD.

The movie was really awesome! My parents gave it 9/10 and I'd give it about 8.9/10. (there isn't much difference, is it? In any case, this movie is great, and if you happen to see the DVD on rental or selling, do give it a try and purchase/rent it. It worth your money =)

I'm really missing Ying Si these few days...I haven't seen her in such a long time. There are so many things i want to tell you but i guess i'll forget them all the moment we meet. HAHA

Well, I'll be going over to Hui Lak's house for a bbq tmr. I might be staying over too.

GOTTA PREPARE MY THROAT FOR CNY! Must avoid fried stuffs and eat more steamed food.

1. Finally I got to blog!

2. The pineapple tarts Yuxin and her mum made were great! Too bad my family's finishing them real fast =(

3. My mp4 is back cos i managed to dig out some old earpiece which is working astonishingly!

4. I can't wait for the bbq at Hui Lak's house tmr...It will be a good old gathering session with my classmates and my basketball peeps.

5. YAY! Finally can get to meet Ying Si on thursday! Haha she wants to go shopping but I'm super low on budget so I'll be carrying her shopping bags?

Anyway, I happened to come across some random pics which i took at my class chalet..

artistic?

2009-01-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

It took me a hell of a long time to decide these! OMG finally I've came to a decision

Choice of Courses Exam Sitting(s): 2008

1 -	30S ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE)	7 -	S63 MARINE ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 -	23S CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE)	8 -	S99 ELECTRICAL & ELECTRONIC ENGRG / BIOELECTRONICS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
3 -	35S PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE)	9 -	S53 COMPUTER ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
4 -	S88 AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)	10 -	S42 ENGINEERING WITH BUSINESS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5 -	S90 AEROSPACE ELECTRONICS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)	11 -	S91 MECHANICAL ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 -	S70 CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)	12 -	S73 MECHATRONICS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

Yufeng is back to 100%

2009-01-14T13:39:00.005+08:00

I'd like to express my sincere gratitude to those people who stood by me when I needed them.

To Sameer: You're one of the bestest bro I ever had. You knew I needed you when i was down, even though you had very good results, you didnt look down on me. You stood by me and lifted me up. You gave me encouragement and told me to move on. You knew that i didnt deserve those results and you showed me concern and kept staying by my side and asked if i was alright. You kept calling me and asked if i was alright, we chatted and chatted and talked about our academic journey and the stuffs we've been through. I realised that you're always there for me when i needed you. Thanks bro, you're the best!

To Ying Si: We've obtained the same results! Haha looks like things arent as bad as i thought? at least i've got somebody to share the sorrows with me. Wo men shi zhu ding de la! thanks a lot for encouraging me to move on :) you said that you would be angry with me if i were to look down on myself, so i didnt (: you kept asking if i was ok, i said that i wasnt. this was a great fall i took, the damage went straight to my heart, my confidence, as well as my self-esteem. i needed somebody to understand how i felt and you were there :)

To Yuxin: Once again, congratulations on getting 7 points! You actually succeeded in your plan to cry huh! Haha, the results must've came by as a real shock for you! Thanks a lot for comforting me back at the hall...My eyes were damn watery at that time...You encouraged me to move on, but i said that i needed time to recover from this fall. thanks for chatting with me at night, your lame jokes and jovial character helped me understand that i shouldnt ponder too much into this matter. you said "Come on, all those sad parts are done for back at the hall so now its more abt how you wanna do in the future" Well...it took me a rather long time to understand the true meaning of that phrase :X But yufeng is back too 100%!

But of course I'd like to thank boon kiat, hui xian, hui lak, wan qing =.= she didn't request me to do this, yuan chao, cheltton and some others for comforting me when I'm down. pls pardon me if i left out your name cos there're simply too many ppl to rmbr.

Its a great honour for me to know you guys, you all are the best!

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME (:

Now i'm pondering over JC or Poly...Hmmm........

PJC Or SP Aeroneutical Engineering?

Any suggestions?

2009-01-12T21:17:00.007+08:00

the jubilation on people's faces....

the atmosphere of contentment....

the relief of passing with flying colours after undergoing long hours of arduous revision alone in your studyroom.

they were all despondency for me......

my soul, hath endured torment throughout sleepless nights with books.

why am i punished this way?

is god making fun of me?

did you mean to push me down so that i cannot get up anymore?

i know that i've did my best, but this isnt what i wanted it to be.

for those curious minds,

the fool here,

has scored badly for his O levels.

he has to fall back on his backup plan

the polytechnic....

English - FIVE

Chinese - FIVE

Additional Mathematics - ONE

Elementary Mathematics - ONE

Physics - TWO

Biology - TWO

Chemistry - TWO

Combined Humanities - THREE

L1R5 : 14

L1R4 : 11

I'm not in the least proud of these stupid results at all =(

2009-01-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

DOOMS DAY IS HERE.
I'll know my results in 3 hours time, hope that it will turn out well.

I'm so afraid to tell anybody about my results if it turns out badly :(

[KTV] 差不多先生 MC HOTDOG

2009-01-12T08:33:00.003+08:00

I was wondering how you guys find this song?

My bro and I found the rap rather cool but Daddy says that the lyrics are like shit. LOL

2009-01-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Wanqing: hahahahaha! sometimes i got no mood to type so much mah! lazy leh, later type too much my fingers might get fatigue then the bones might break also. 医药费你帮我付啊? lols :P

Nurmatha: yup i'm more excited to see you than seeing my results! be sure to approach me on monday k! i wanna see how well a mugger fares :)

Sam: Doesn't matter if you missed the open houses mah. YOU'RE A JC KIND OF GUY WAAAAD!

Leon: LOL WQ everytime complain about my short posts. At least for my blog has short but frequent posts, not like hers with long posts which come once every month. kekekeke

Gunnaasankaraan Piriyadarshini: Wow! your name took plenty of space in my blog! >.<>

Niwen: Luck doesn't work le! all is sealed....gees......i'm feeling jittery

Ying Si: :) (: =) (= ^^ ^.^ O.O (",)

Eileen: Haha! Do you have a blog too? If you do give me ur blog url, I'll link!

2009-01-10T09:02:00.002+08:00

the sixth sense...the gut feeling....so strong...

it overwhelmed me with fear and anxiousness

2009-01-09T21:59:00.004+08:00

One thing which makes me ponder a lot...

I wonder who visits my blog?

There are people who visit it and post on my tagboard.

While some others who visit it and post as anonymous characters. (fortunately this doesn't happen in my blog cos those ppl are usually the ones who criticize the blogger)

Whereas there are people who uses the identity of other people to post on the tagboard.

Last but not least! There are the REALLY NICE PEOPLE who visit my blog and leave their tags too!

I'd like to thank these people for making it possible for me to keep my blog alive, cos i know that at least there are people who do care about what i write.

May I ask you guys of a favour? Pls leave a tag on my tagboard after seeing this post, so that i'll be aware of my visitors! THANKS IN ADVANCE!

2009-01-08T21:27:00.004+08:00

I know that times have been rough,

We haven't been talking much

We haven't been catching up much.

We pointed out that we're drifting apart.

You have been leading your own personal life while I was leading mine.

Smses don't work now,

cos it just creates an invisible barrier which covers up all the weirdness.

But I want you to know that no matter what happens,

I am always here to lend you a listening ear.

We've gone through countless obstacles which threaten to end our friendship.

But each time, either one of us stands up,

and pulls the other one up.

We pledged to be best buddies 3 years back,

and I will keep that promise.

So here I am, dedicating this lousy poem to you.

This may not be the most sincere thing that I can do

This may not be the most caring thing that I can do too

I know my english suckzxzxzxzxzxzx

Just hope that you hear my message :)

Cheer up! I know we haven't been catching up much and life has been rough.

If you realise that there are nobody beside you whom you can confide in, look further, cos you will find me.

TAN YU FENG THE IDIOT IS HERE! =D

~man my poem really sucks, but i hope that it will cheer you up :)

This is dedicated to my best buddy who has been there for me all this while, and i hope that she will feel happier after reading this.

吴颖思,你要快乐!

2009-01-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering from post-chalet-syndrome.

having a really bad throat :X

2009-01-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

your mind tells you to give up

your friends tell you to give up

your actions show that you want to give up

but your heart doesn't give in.......

我为何要认识你,甚至是牺牲了我的时间,精力...这一切....值得吗?

EPIC!

2009-01-03T02:19:00.001+08:00

please listen to this marvelous song, the singing is really wonderful!

esp the last 40 sec :)

2009-01-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

new year eve was a rather moody day. there was nothing to do at home, and i was slacking and playing maple all the way till evening. but night time was a totally different story.

went with my parents to henderson market for dinner. there, i ate udon mee + chicken, fried oyster, curry fish head, ice kachang volcanoe, and red ruby. you must be wondering how i got such a big appetite. haha, i shared the desserts with my family. DUH!

after dinner, daddy rushed us to my aunt's house to watch Little Nyonya. the show's rather nice i must admit.

mummy wanted to stay there to rest, so daddy and i left to catch the fireworks.

daddy drove to the telok blangah area to find a parking lot. suprisingly, there wasnt any traffic jam at all! the traffic was really smooth. from the carpark, we walked towards vivo city for about 5 minutes. there were many people down there, and they seemed to be in really really high spirits. most of them were youngsters, equipped with spray cans, ready to spray at any strangers who were caught unaware.

daddy and i walked up the stairs to the 3rd floor of vivo city (if i'm not wrong? =P) down there, we could see a really huge stage and a gigantic platform of seats for guests to sit on. daddy and i were practically sliding our butts against everybody, trying to seize our area of comfort for the best view of the show. imagine an area where you could not even have the freedom of stretching your hand out fully in front or sideways. that was the kind of squeeziness that we were experiencing!

we could also catch a glimpse of the mediacorp celebrities and several other superband's band (LOL). the smell of sweat was overwhelming. i could see every single person sweating, some looked totally drenched, and you could see little drops of sweat hanging on for dear life on the tip of their hair. the smell of the accumulated sweat was like being a coffeeshop toilet which hasn't been maintained for a week!

at 11:59pm, you could feel the energy within the crowd rising tremendously. people were reminding each other that new year was coming, while some others were getting ready their spray cans. then it came.......

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1!

ZERO!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fireworks came and everybody was roaring! You could see the celebrities dancing like monkeys on the stage and everybody were shouting like mad. Too bad daddy and i couldnt get a view of the fireworks as it was quite a distant from us. we could hear the fireworks though.

as we were about to leave the area, somebody suddenly tapped my shoulder from behind and said HAPPY NEW YEAR! i turned back and was shocked to see my bro. he was with his 2 other friends. we exchanged wishes and chatted for a while then me and daddy proceeded to the carpark while my bro stayed on to keep his friends company.

as we were walking towards the carpark, daddy asked me a question:

"ehh, just now that girl behind Yu Ren is his friend ah?"

"what girl? i didnt see any girl!" i replied

"that one who i shaked hand with lor" daddy said

"kor kor only has 2 friends with him leh"

"waaa, that means i shook hands with the wrong person!? just now when you and kor kor's friends wished each other happy new year then i also went to wish the girl happy new year and we shooked hands. i thought she was your kor kor's friend."

upon hearing that, i couldnt help but burst into laughter.

HAIYO, daddy is so cute! still go wish a unknown person happy new year and shook her hand! I BET YOU THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS KOR'S GF!

Bobby, I'm Smiling

2008-12-30T18:48:00.001+08:00

I read this story in the book, "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul II". Thought that it was very touching and wanted to share with you guys.

It's nice, isn't it?

2008-12-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

Shaun's birthday has been rather enjoyable. Well, at least our efforts for preparation didnt really go to waste (:

Upon arrival at Chester's house, the guys looked super restless. It took me and Shaun ages to persuade them to swim. If you asked zhenzi to swim, he would say, " If jia hao swim then i swim". if you asked jia hao to swim, he would say, " If hui lak swim then i swim". then hui lak would say, " if zhen zi swim then i swim". and if you told hui lak that zhenzi and jia hao are swimming, he would reply, "YOU LIAR!"

lol...after 30 minutes of pulling the guys to the toilet and constant persuasion, THEY FINALLY WENT DOWNSTAIRS.

next, we encountered another problem. the guys were super reluctant to take off their clothes. especially hui lak!

shaun and i threatened to push them down the pool if they did not comply. but they jus kept laughing and running about the swimming pool, refusing to take off their clothes. ahaha, what a joke!

i had the privilege of smashing the whipped cream onto shaun's face (which ended up splashing onto many others as well :D)

today, i was awoken at noon by the glaring sunlight which shone directly onto my eyes. then thoughts of receiving my O levels results kept appearing in my mind. i dunno if i dreamt of it or what, but i actually had the imagination of myself getting 11 points for my score. hmm...i tink i'd be rather sad if i received that.

hope to achieve good scores for my O levels!

2008-12-27T18:27:00.002+08:00

Went out with Chester, Zhen Zi, Tham today to buy bbq stuffs in the afternoon.

My days have been rather empty as of late. Anyway, I'm looking forward to the bbq tml.

Shaun Ng Ding Han is turning SIXTEEN soon!

Can go clubbing liao lor! Can watch NC16 Movies liao lor! Can have *** liao lor!

Shaun's gonna go wild! Haha, I got a really useful present for you :D (hope you like it, even if you dont, PLS DON TELL ME)

I wanna help my friend overcome his troubles in love...Life's miserable when you're pulled down by this stupid thing all the time. Nevertheless, I believe that you can pull through, JIAYOU!

2008-12-25T02:22:00.005+08:00

is it me who's changing or you? i cant believe that you didnt tell me about it..

ok, i shant let this spoil our relationship and my xmas...

anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

I didn't really do anything for xmas eve apart from going to orchard and looking at the intricate display of christmas decorations.

Happy Birthday Jesus! he's now 2008 years old O.O

And its Huzaifah's bday too, happy birthday to you :)

I'm gonna stay at home for the whole of the xmas morning and afternoon and go have dinner with my classmates in the evening...Hmm....this seems like another typical christmas for me.

I hope you have a safe return

2008-12-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

why do i feel so down this christmas?

it seems like everything is gone...my friendship with my friends has deteriorated....

the bridge between each of us just disappeared...

OH JIA HAO, i haven seen you in ages, miss you man! QUICKLY COME BACK!

what an empty christmas :(

Back In Singapore

2008-12-23T17:32:00.004+08:00

heya guys i'm back in Singapore!

The trip was fun, although it wasn't as fun as compared to last year's one.

I shan't write about the happenings for the 5 days cos its gonna get simply too wordly.

Well, I've gotta catch up with my peeps and find out about what's gonna happen during the christmas season!

Shaun's birthday is coming, I gotta save money like mad!

Here are the photos which my camera has captured for the trip!

Day 1, meet at JB, drive to KL and check in at Palace of the Golden Horses

Day 2, shopping at Petronas Twin Towers, we watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still"! The movie wasn't too bad :)

Day 3, drove to Malacca and our whole family shared 2 bungalows at AFamosa. My cousins and me and my bro went to cowboy town to play around at midnight!

Day 4, we went to check out the Safari at AFamosa and proceed to the Water Theme Park (Water World) in the afternoon. I sat on a water slide which was about 8 storeys high and was going down at about 70 degrees! I could feel my heart popping out and my body was sliding over the water's surface instead of sliding on the slide. The camera's battery died out in the middle of the safari so I didn't take much D:

Day 5, the final day, we shopped at the famous Tan Kim Hock tourist shop and went to a Nyonya Restaurant to have a really delicious and sumptous Penarakan Meal. The dishes were SUPERB! We left Malacca at dusk. Daddy was driving on the killer Msia highway and I was holding the walkie-talkie beside him, in charge of navigation. Night fell really quickly and it was really really scary (many cars accidents involving the msia highway appeared in the newspapers). Daddy was travelling at about 120km/h. Thank goodness we made it in Singapore at 9pm +

a picture we took outside Palace of the Golden Horses

A photo of a small portion of my family outside the bungalow at AFamosa

i guess this is it! I gotta stop blogging cos Sameer seems really keen to play Maple and I've gotta start Maple all over again =/ I'm feeling rather skeptical about this.....Hmm.....

2008-12-23T12:25:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Nurmatha: LoL! only a person like you would check everything on the net so thoroughly!

Ying Si: this address easier to rmb! haha!

Yuxin: i've quitted maple 235723908 years ago le! hacking made my character banned twice! D: Haha you must be freezing like mad in China. Has the cheena culture and accent convinced you to stay longer? :D

Kiat Hwee: I love your blog address ^^

Sam: DUDE! I'm not ghey! At least not as much as you. Well I'm back in singapore, you can have me for your xmas night, i'll be waiting baby. LOL

Hui Jie: Go read a book, do some charity work, create a blog, hack more maple servers, celebrate xmas!

Paiseh for the late replies! I'm back in Singapore!

I'll be away

2008-12-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

Yo guys! I'll be away for the next couple of days, 18-22, cos i'm going on a trip to malaysia with my family members! (relatives too!)

there will be 6 cars driving together in total and walkie-talkies will be provided to each car!

OMG I'm excited!

CLUBBING!

2008-12-16T17:20:00.003+08:00

went clubbing for the second time in my life yesterday. the meeting time was 1930 but everybody ended up reaching at 2000. met up with Chester, Jia Hao, Shaun, Jing Kuang, Andrew and Valmia and took the train to clark quay and reached at 2030 where we waited for yingsi to come. later, we went to the venue at Home Club (name of the club) and waited again for us to enter the area.

clubbing this time round wasn't as fun as the one at red camp. this was a little more sane and less high. red camp's clubbing was like crazy la! everybody dancing and jumping around like mad cows. the girls started off by dancing to the music in a small little area. they had the enthusiasism, but not the guys. the guys seemed like they were in a desperate need for heroin to get high or something at first, they were just sitting there and staring at everybody, not wanting to get up. D:

luckily, after some time, the atmosphere was sinking in and it made they a little "higher". we soon went to the dance floor and jumped around like some MAD COWS although THE MUSIC SUCKED BIGTIME. chester wasn't high though, it could be that the environment wasn't suitable for guai kias like him. haha, understandable! CHESTER LAI IS A GUAI KIA WAD.

Shaun was shuffling like mad yesterday, he shuffles pretty well. Didn't know that he could shuffle so well up till yesterday.

And there were those teenagers who looked like veterans of shuffling, they shuffled hardstyle to the groovy music and made me inspired to learn shuffling.

Next, we went to Lau Pa Sat for a little supper (I ended up eating quite a bit) and sat down for a chit-chat session. I took the cab with Jing Kuang, Jia Hao and Chester and headed straight for yew tee. Chester and I stayed overnight at Jia Hao's house and we ended up using the com to play maple and etc.

Chester didn't manage to have the determination to wake up for training despite knowing that Yuan Chao's gonna slaughter him if he doesn't turn up. Haha, I look forward to seeing the next time Chester and Yuan Chao meets up!

Thanks a lot Jia Hao for the wonderful stay at your house and your mum for cooking the delicious lunch!

Your bed was great and I'm wondering if i did drool on your pillow xD

Hey Zhen Zi, hope you can come out if us more often and get involved in more bonding sessions :D

I see you online every now and then but i'm telling myself that i cannot talk to you. cos when i do, all the feelings jus seem to return to me spontaneously and the cycle repeats again.

Maple?

2008-12-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

alright, i admit, life after O levels is officially boring!

imagine a life like this, Eat breakfast, use com, eat lunch, use com till evening, eat dinner, watch tv, use com, sleep till 11am.

and the whole cycle repeats itself everyday.

I need a goal in life, something which drives/motivates me to succeed. this isn't the life i want!

Daddy told me about it countless times: "Yu Feng ah, don't you find this kind of life meaningless? Look at me, I wake up early in the morning at 6am and accomplish so many things. I do the housework, i wash the clothes, blablablabla" (Can't blame my naggy father for being correct though :X)

Haha, but I'd rather AUTOMATICALLY wake up at 11am rather than wake up at 6am even before the sunrises(Jakarta was an exception, 5:30am there was super bright!)

For the past few weeks, I've been trying to convince myself that i can do something interesting whenever i'm bored. Thoughts of starting maple came to my mind a few times (Sameer looks at me), but I'd always brush the thought aside cos i know that MAPLE IS ADDICTIVE!(Sameer cheers!)

Haha, but life is too boring! Guess what, I started playing maple yesterday! (Sameer swears and yells!) You must be wondering why I'm mentioning Sameer so many times.

COS HE HATES MAPLESTORY!

Aiya just forgive me this once lah! Maple may be lame but at least i have a goal in life now :X

I think i'm kinda addicted to this stupid game(well i certainly hope not). Killing >>> and picking up mesos lol

______________________

Went out with the bball peeps today. Hui lak suggested going to jurong point to buy xmas stuffs but we ended up strolling around the shops and wasting our time. NOBODY BOUGHT ANY PRESENTS!

Hmm, i'm wondering what I'll be doing during xmas. Will it be like last year? Where we were in town, walking around and looking at the beautiful xmas decorations? Or will it be something different? Something memorable and special?

I wonder if i should buy any presents this xmas. There's a big hole in my pocket (STUPID RECESSION).

Yuxin mentioned something about celebrating Boxing Day after christmas, i wonder what is it all about?

Well, I'll just lay back and savour this kind of life that i'm having right now cos i know that i wont be enjoying myself once my results are released!

3 weeks may seem like a short time but it seems like 3 years for me :(

I'm back to jogging! (well, not really)

2008-12-09T20:22:00.004+08:00

Over-rotting at home has motivated me to go jogging (FINALLY!) Haha, i went jogging around the whole of Choa Chu Kang (well, almost whole of it bah :X). Started from the back of my house, then jogged along the pathway which i used to cycle to sch everyday. as i was approaching the end of the path, i had two choices. either to turn around and run back home or to run along the pavement by the side of the road.although i could feel my legs giving way, my mind insisted on taking the longer route.

Unexpectedly, I took the left turn and ran by the side of the road. looking at this path brought back memories. Memories of me training for cross-country and sports day. Memories of me blasting out the crazy amount of stress which had accumulated in me last time.

I ran down the slope opposite the gombak fire-station, along the route where bus 188 always travels.throughout the journey, flashes of you kept appearing in my mind.I tried to brush them away but I failed.haiz..why is this happening? why even when i want to indulge myself in my physical training, i still cant help but think about this stupid thing :(

My muscles are now suffering from utter fatigue. Ran for about 5km at a steady pace. My lungs nearly burst, and i kept spatting out phlegm. damn, my running nose hasn't recovered yet :(

Thanks, Uncle Thomas! You've motivated me to jog once again after hearing those inspiring speeches about you and your experiences in your marathons. Haha, who knows, i might be a marathon runner in future. But first, i gotta keep my momentum going and build up my stamina which has deteriorated during the O levels torment.

~damn...i wanna get over you

Rotting Season

2008-12-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

I guess the rotting season has started for me. i'm bored at home..(yeah, like for the first time?)

completed Final Fantasy Crisis Core on PSP. played it for like, 67 hours?

I've been playing Crisis Core like maaaad for the past few weeks, trained Zack (Main Character) till lvl 93 and completed the game 99% (left with a small section =.=) Had the best materias in the game, unlocked everything. Genesis was damn cool though, all those quotes by Loveless were so freaking cool!

Here are the quotes of Genesis which I picked up in the internet:

Loveless

Act I:

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess

We seek it thus, and take to the sky.

Ripples form on the water's surface

The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II:

My Friend, your desire

Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.

Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end.

The wind sails over the water's surface

Quietly, but surely...

Act III:

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction

The prisoner departs with his newfound love

And embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss

And the oath that he swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,

In thier hearts they know they will meet again.

Act IV:

There is no hate, only joy

For you are beloved by the goddess.

Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.

Three friends go into battle

One is captured,

One flies away,

the one that is left becomes a hero.

If we were to enact it,

would I be the one to play the hero,

Or would You?

Indeed

After all, your glory should have been mine.

My Friend, the fates are cruel

There are no dreams, no honour remains.

The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,

Hath endures torment,

To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.

And Your eternal slumber.

Now what i want most...

is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...

Act V:

Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul

Pride is Lost.

Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Such is... the fate of a monster.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,

nothing shall forestall my return.

If this world seeks my destruction...

... It goes with Me

Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end,

The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar,

She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...

End

My First Post!

2008-12-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!

This is my first post! Inspired by boredom and rotting at home, I've decided to remake a blog. (haven't been blogging for a really long time).

I guess nobody will ever visit this blog but nvm =.=