To Sameer: I know it has been kind of hard juggling between council, work and freetime. You seem all stressed out recently, all the weariness must have gone down into you. Running for elections isnt an easy path for sure, hope that the one liner you thought of worked. You know, I'd be really happy if you made it for council. Just make sure that you dont sacrifice your health for everything that you've worked for. Life isnt meaningful that way. Good luck for your elections!

To Yuxin: I just read your blog and we spoke in msn. I know that life has been really busy for you since you entered NJC. Attending softball trainings 3 times a week, returning home late most of the time. i suppose your homework load's becoming a burden on you too? But you know what, sometimes, i'd feel all stressed out cos of my endless list of homework. attending cca is a great way for me to bond with my friends and let all the stress out. but in the process, you've got to know that your family is always there for you. I'd always make it a point to spend time with my family, no matter how busy i am. cos sacrificing quality time with family members on weekends for ccas for leisure isnt worth it at all. You've got to reconcile the different responsibilities that you have, however busy you are. And i believe that you can do it, cos i have faith in you :)

To Yingsi: We never really spoke much since you left for China. We agreed to meet up since prom night, but ended up seeing each other only about twice? We just kept postponing the date, saying that either of us cant make it, which was true. Why did all the things keep cropping out on the last minute? Was heaven making fun of us or am i just plain foolish in keeping my schedule open? You know, i was rather upset on friday that you couldnt make it. i cancelled my outing with my friends because i thought that i could finally catch up with you. i ended up waiting the entire day for your call cos you told me that you'd be waking up late. I woke up early in the morning, prepared my clothes, waited and waited...but there wasnt any call from you. i called your phone every hour, but the line somehow couldnt be engaged. it occured to me that you offed your phone cos you were sleeping. then it turned out that you lost your phone :(

the disappointment heightened on saturday where you told me that you couldnt make it in the last minute. as usual, i told my friends that i couldnt catch a movie with them cos i thought that you'd be able to meet up after you've gotten your phone. 

But hey, we've already spoke about this and i dont really wanna think about it anymore. Let's just look forward, no more apologises from either one of us ok?

Myself: Life just sucks at this point of time. I've been screwing up my relationships with my friends. Its just that my life doesnt seem to be lousier than any of them at the moment. Sometimes i just feel like helping them with their problems, but at the same time i feel so helpless. There's nothing much i can do besides listening. I feel so lousy as a friend :(

My specs broke, Dad blamed me straightaway without getting the facts right. I was hurt, emotionally....