It's the 25th of January. 17 years ago, an "ordinary" boy was born.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG ZHEN ZI!
Good lor, have your birthday on the eve of Chinese New Year. Don't know if it's a good thing or not, you get to celebrate your birthday by having a nice reunion dinner with your parents but on the other hand, you don't get to celebrate with us :O
Still remember exactly 1 year ago? We defeated Fuhua Secondary in our basketball tournament. It was the match which determined if we could enter the 2nd round. We fought like dogs, the adrenalin level in me was at its highest. The spectators watched with bated breath. Mr Gan and Ms Ng were standing at the court side, watching us play and run like mad. I could remember very distinctively the block which Chester made on Fuhua's Crissendo. It was actually the block which determined our win. In the end, we won by 1 point! I remember both of us sitting on the bench during the match and jumping around after the match was over. Everybody was jumping about, both of us celebrated with each other and we were screaming like mad. Even coach said that he had 心脏病.
Anyway, thanks for being such a great friend these 4 years. I must say that you have a very unique character, "extraordinary" I call it. You always looked at things at a different perspective which was different from our friends. Sometimes, you inject humour into things without even realising it. You are the source of humour in our clique, I really appreciate having you as my friend =)
Don't worry about not keeping in touch after we've gotten into different schools. If we're so keen in keeping in touch, what's stopping us? NOTHING! 4 years of friendship can overcome these odds lah, don't worry.
I'm anticipating a card from you which I may receive 10 years down the road. By that time, we'll be about 27 years old right?
The card says : WEDDING INVITATION TO MR TAN YU FENG & FAMILY
FROM WONG ZHEN ZI & ___________ (You can fill up the blanks =D)
I can't wait to see how your future wife looks like. Be sure she's a chio bu or you will xian qi her. Haha but in the meantime, CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES! I'm sure that if you work hard in future, you will succeed in whatever you do. Because you have the will and determination that many people do not possess. Your hardworking nature enables you to succeed.
Don't tell me that you've been running lately, it makes me guilty =X
You'll kill me if I posted those unglam photos of you right? haha i'll carefully select the nice photos of you =)
A photo we took in the bus on the way to prom night
PROM!
This photo is nice cause it shows you stepping on the line!
This photo is WTFishly dumb but i posted it anyway
Taken at Kiat Hwee's house on Hui Lak's birthday
Stuffs I painted @ 1:32 PM
Yesterday was one of the worst day of the year so far...I had a super heated conversation with my Dad in the car and it was the most hated topics that i wanted to talk about. If you really think that I don't deserve to be C******, then fine...go find a better son. I dont deserve to be yours...Perhaps Yu Ren is better? I'm such a scum anyway...Passers-by, you guys wouldnt understand how I feel...There is only one person who knows exactly how I feel, and that person is me.
做人应该要饮水思源,可若你一直强逼我,我的反抗反而会越大. Don't make me hate this ******** (noun) because of you
I was supposed to buy a pair of slim-cut jeans on saturday. Then came all the nagging from my mum about the expensive prices of the pair of jeans which costs $40... =.=
I wanna grow up. I wanna work. I wanna get my own salary. I will earn big bucks. I will become a successful man in future.
By that time, I will make my life better and break free from this totalitarian regime. Watch me.
Constant arguments and conflicts with my parents before CNY. No wonder physicists say that friction is everywhere.
Stuffs I painted @ 12:30 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
i've been having weird dreams lately...even at hui lak's house in malaysia.
thinking of them makes me laugh.
I dreamt of myself helping jing kuang do a foot massage. i was using my fingers to rub onto the sole of his feet in a rotational manner and jing kuang was sitting there, looking at me do the massaging.
jing kuang's father was also beside him, surveying the situation. once in a while, he would interupt the massaging and teach me the correct technique...but overall, he seemed quite satisfied with my massaging skills...If you guys didnt know, i only saw Jing kuang's father once and i cant remember his face..it pretty astonishing how my complex brain managed to create an image of him in my brain huh? WEIRD DREAM......
I also dreamt of myself being friends with Felicia Chin.
We were talking like besties and laughing away like mad...I'm unsure of the location of the place but it was a rather nice dream to have such a Chio Bu as a good friend of mine =)
Occasionally, i would have some conversations with Fiona Xie too
But i would talk to Felicia Chin more....
MAN THIS IS A REALLY NICE DREAM! =D
To those guys salivating like mad out there, wished that you had my dream too?
Hahahaha!
Stuffs I painted @ 1:40 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
hey guys! it has been a long time since i've had a proper post. been rather busy lately and i rarely have the time to settle down in front of the computer to blog.
On saturday, I met up with sameer, yuxin and carlyn cos sameer wanted to treat us to swensens :O
we went to catch "Passengers" first. Guess what? We saw Nurmatha working there again! She was smiling and waving to us from afar and I waved back!
Passengers was....err....normal?
Initially, i found the storyline rather nice. It was a "thinking" type of movie, not like those action-packed hollywood movies which you find at the cinemas all the time. but the ending of the movie was a real disappointment. imagine watching the entire movie in suspense, cos you dont know why this and that is happening. and in the end you find the main character being a ghost!?!?
The girls were practically freezing like hell in the cinema! luckily i had my mum's winter clothes! =P (yuxin brought the clothes to return to me) i was watching the show halfway when a noise beside me caught my attention. i turned to the right and i saw yuxin and carlyn covering their entire bodies with my mum's dunno-what-you-call-that
haha! me and sam were laughing like hell in the cinema. i bet their actions were more worth watching than the show! i couldn't help it but took out my mum's winter gloves and scarf too.
only that hard-headed sameer refused the winter clothings i offered to him. HMPH...ACT COOL!
After the movie, we immediately rushed out of the cinema and i suggested going out of the mall to get some sun. the girls were like "HUH!?!?" In the end we still went out to the open. The sun felt great! i was jumping around, trying to generate some heat within my body...the cold isn't for me...(shivers).....
next, we went to swensens. FINALLY! The highlight of the day! Sameer was complaining like mad about burning a big hole in his pocket. the girls seemed determined to do so...they were trying to pick the most expensive ice-creams and were chuckling away like mad in the restaurant. The girls had decided to choose some individual ice-creams where yuxin described as MUCH BETTER than the regular earthquake me and sameer shared
Haha! I bet that you're just plain jealous that we had the better, more appetizing and more colourful ice-cream. while we were eating, i realized that i had a miss call on my phone. the number looked mysterious and i showed it to sameer and asked him to check it out...
he then replied,"that number looks damn familiar but i dunno who."
so i called the number and the sound of the ringing began.
After that, carlyn picked up her phone and looked at me, "Why are you calling me!?"
LOL...what a joke....i was actually giving a call to a person right in front of me!
After having a great ice-cream meal at swensens (hehehehehe...sameer really burnt a hole in his pocket), we went to walk around causeway point to buy things. (somebody's birthday is coming >.<) after making my purchase, i called daddy and waited for him to pick me up.
we then went to sembawang to have our dinner and mummy suggested going to sembawang park to relax our mind.
The park was really nice...There were many people fishing, camping, playing games etc. You wouldn't believe this, but we actually had a chance to see a fireworks display across the sea at Malaysia! The sea breeze was really cooling, sembawang park is a really nice place to go to, esp at night. (i caught a couple snogging but kept quiet :X)
mummy and daddy liked the pineapple tarts which yx's mum baked. now my entire family would always take one tart whenever they walk past the dining room =( The pineapple tarts is finishing at a really rapid rate!
AHHH....my pineapple tarts!
Yesterday was a really meaningful day for me. When i woke up, i could hear the noises of my parents doing housework. My parents were doing spring cleaning and me and my bro also helped them. I was in charge of wiping all the doors in my house while my bro had to clear those piles of clothes which he has in his wardrobe, as well as those junk found in our cupboard. Doing spring cleaning made me realize that my house has actually been keeping so much trash over the past few years! Together with my bro, we managed to sort out 4 whole piles of clothes which we wore when we were young. Daddy threw away lots of junk found in the house, including the balls which i used for soccer in primary school. The clothes were donated to the Salvation Army. I hope that my precious clothes will get into the hands of a rightful and deserving owner =)
At night, Kor Kor and I watched "Connected 保持通话" on DVD.
The movie was really awesome! My parents gave it 9/10 and I'd give it about 8.9/10. (there isn't much difference, is it? In any case, this movie is great, and if you happen to see the DVD on rental or selling, do give it a try and purchase/rent it. It worth your money =)
I'm really missing Ying Si these few days...I haven't seen her in such a long time. There are so many things i want to tell you but i guess i'll forget them all the moment we meet. HAHA
Well, I'll be going over to Hui Lak's house for a bbq tmr. I might be staying over too.
GOTTA PREPARE MY THROAT FOR CNY! Must avoid fried stuffs and eat more steamed food.
1. Finally I got to blog!
2. The pineapple tarts Yuxin and her mum made were great! Too bad my family's finishing them real fast =(
3. My mp4 is back cos i managed to dig out some old earpiece which is working astonishingly!
4. I can't wait for the bbq at Hui Lak's house tmr...It will be a good old gathering session with my classmates and my basketball peeps.
5. YAY! Finally can get to meet Ying Si on thursday! Haha she wants to go shopping but I'm super low on budget so I'll be carrying her shopping bags?
Anyway, I happened to come across some random pics which i took at my class chalet..
artistic?
Stuffs I painted @ 4:46 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
It took me a hell of a long time to decide these! OMG finally I've came to a decision
Choice of CoursesExam Sitting(s): 2008
1 -
30S ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE)
7 -
S63 MARINE ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 -
23S CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE)
I'd like to express my sincere gratitude to those people who stood by me when I needed them.
To Sameer: You're one of the bestest bro I ever had. You knew I needed you when i was down, even though you had very good results, you didnt look down on me. You stood by me and lifted me up. You gave me encouragement and told me to move on. You knew that i didnt deserve those results and you showed me concern and kept staying by my side and asked if i was alright. You kept calling me and asked if i was alright, we chatted and chatted and talked about our academic journey and the stuffs we've been through. I realised that you're always there for me when i needed you. Thanks bro, you're the best!
To Ying Si: We've obtained the same results! Haha looks like things arent as bad as i thought? at least i've got somebody to share the sorrows with me. Wo men shi zhu ding de la! thanks a lot for encouraging me to move on :) you said that you would be angry with me if i were to look down on myself, so i didnt (: you kept asking if i was ok, i said that i wasnt. this was a great fall i took, the damage went straight to my heart, my confidence, as well as my self-esteem. i needed somebody to understand how i felt and you were there :)
To Yuxin: Once again, congratulations on getting 7 points! You actually succeeded in your plan to cry huh! Haha, the results must've came by as a real shock for you! Thanks a lot for comforting me back at the hall...My eyes were damn watery at that time...You encouraged me to move on, but i said that i needed time to recover from this fall. thanks for chatting with me at night, your lame jokes and jovial character helped me understand that i shouldnt ponder too much into this matter. you said "Come on, all those sad parts are done for back at the hall so now its more abt how you wanna do in the future" Well...it took me a rather long time to understand the true meaning of that phrase :X But yufeng is back too 100%!
But of course I'd like to thank boon kiat, hui xian, hui lak, wan qing =.= she didn't request me to do this, yuan chao, cheltton and some others for comforting me when I'm down. pls pardon me if i left out your name cos there're simply too many ppl to rmbr.
Its a great honour for me to know you guys, you all are the best!
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME (:
Now i'm pondering over JC or Poly...Hmmm........
PJC Or SP Aeroneutical Engineering?
Any suggestions?
Stuffs I painted @ 1:39 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
the jubilation on people's faces....
the atmosphere of contentment....
the relief of passing with flying colours after undergoing long hours of arduous revision alone in your studyroom.
they were all despondencyfor me......
my soul, hath endured torment throughout sleepless nights with books.
why am i punished this way?
is god making fun of me?
did you mean to push me down so that i cannot get up anymore?
i know that i've did my best, but this isnt what i wanted it to be.
for those curious minds,
the fool here,
has scored badly for his O levels.
he has to fall back on his backup plan
the polytechnic....
English - FIVE
Chinese - FIVE
Additional Mathematics - ONE
Elementary Mathematics - ONE
Physics - TWO
Biology - TWO
Chemistry - TWO
Combined Humanities - THREE
L1R5 : 14
L1R4 : 11
I'm not in the least proud of these stupid results at all =(
Stuffs I painted @ 9:17 PM
DOOMS DAY IS HERE. I'll know my results in 3 hours time, hope that it will turn out well.
I'm so afraid to tell anybody about my results if it turns out badly :(
Stuffs I painted @ 11:07 AM
I was wondering how you guys find this song?
My bro and I found the rap rather cool but Daddy says that the lyrics are like shit. LOL
Stuffs I painted @ 8:33 AM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
TAG REPLIES
Wanqing: hahahahaha! sometimes i got no mood to type so much mah! lazy leh, later type too much my fingers might get fatigue then the bones might break also. 医药费你帮我付啊? lols :P
Nurmatha: yup i'm more excited to see you than seeing my results! be sure to approach me on monday k! i wanna see how well a mugger fares :)
Sam: Doesn't matter if you missed the open houses mah. YOU'RE A JC KIND OF GUY WAAAAD!
Leon: LOL WQ everytime complain about my short posts. At least for my blog has short but frequent posts, not like hers with long posts which come once every month. kekekeke
Gunnaasankaraan Piriyadarshini: Wow! your name took plenty of space in my blog! >.<>
Niwen: Luck doesn't work le! all is sealed....gees......i'm feeling jittery
Ying Si: :) (: =) (= ^^ ^.^ O.O (",)
Eileen: Haha! Do you have a blog too? If you do give me ur blog url, I'll link!
Stuffs I painted @ 7:06 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
the sixth sense...the gut feeling....so strong...
it overwhelmed me with fear and anxiousness
Stuffs I painted @ 9:02 AM
Friday, January 9, 2009
One thing which makes me ponder a lot...
I wonder who visits my blog?
There are people who visit it and post on my tagboard.
While some others who visit it and post as anonymous characters. (fortunately this doesn't happen in my blog cos those ppl are usually the ones who criticize the blogger)
Whereas there are people who uses the identity of other people to post on the tagboard.
Last but not least! There are the REALLY NICE PEOPLE who visit my blog and leave their tags too!
I'd like to thank these people for making it possible for me to keep my blog alive, cos i know that at least there are people who do care about what i write.
May I ask you guys of a favour? Pls leave a tag on my tagboard after seeing this post, so that i'll be aware of my visitors! THANKS IN ADVANCE!
Stuffs I painted @ 9:59 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
I know that times have been rough,
We haven't been talking much
We haven't been catching up much.
We pointed out that we're drifting apart.
You have been leading your own personal life while I was leading mine.
Smses don't work now,
cos it just creates an invisible barrier which covers up all the weirdness.
But I want you to know that no matter what happens,
I am always here to lend you a listening ear.
We've gone through countless obstacles which threaten to end our friendship.
But each time, either one of us stands up,
and pulls the other one up.
We pledged to be best buddies 3 years back,
and I will keep that promise.
So here I am, dedicating this lousy poem to you.
This may not be the most sincere thing that I can do
This may not be the most caring thing that I can do too
I know my english suckzxzxzxzxzxzx
Just hope that you hear my message :)
Cheer up! I know we haven't been catching up much and life has been rough.
If you realise that there are nobody beside you whom you can confide in, look further, cos you will find me.
TAN YU FENG THE IDIOT IS HERE! =D
~man my poem really sucks, but i hope that it will cheer you up :)
This is dedicated to my best buddy who has been there for me all this while, and i hope that she will feel happier after reading this.
=)
吴颖思,你要快乐!
Stuffs I painted @ 9:27 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
I'm suffering from post-chalet-syndrome.
having a really bad throat :X
Stuffs I painted @ 6:18 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
your mind tells you to give up
your friends tell you to give up
your actions show that you want to give up
but your heart doesn't give in.......
我为何要认识你,甚至是牺牲了我的时间,精力...这一切....值得吗?
Stuffs I painted @ 12:31 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
please listen to this marvelous song, the singing is really wonderful!
esp the last 40 sec :)
Stuffs I painted @ 2:19 AM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
new year eve was a rather moody day. there was nothing to do at home, and i was slacking and playing maple all the way till evening. but night time was a totally different story.
went with my parents to henderson market for dinner. there, i ate udon mee + chicken, fried oyster, curry fish head, ice kachang volcanoe, and red ruby. you must be wondering how i got such a big appetite. haha, i shared the desserts with my family. DUH!
after dinner, daddy rushed us to my aunt's house to watch Little Nyonya. the show's rather nice i must admit.
mummy wanted to stay there to rest, so daddy and i left to catch the fireworks.
daddy drove to the telok blangah area to find a parking lot. suprisingly, there wasnt any traffic jam at all! the traffic was really smooth. from the carpark, we walked towards vivo city for about 5 minutes. there were many people down there, and they seemed to be in really really high spirits. most of them were youngsters, equipped with spray cans, ready to spray at any strangers who were caught unaware.
daddy and i walked up the stairs to the 3rd floor of vivo city (if i'm not wrong? =P) down there, we could see a really huge stage and a gigantic platform of seats for guests to sit on. daddy and i were practically sliding our butts against everybody, trying to seize our area of comfort for the best view of the show. imagine an area where you could not even have the freedom of stretching your hand out fully in front or sideways. that was the kind of squeeziness that we were experiencing!
we could also catch a glimpse of the mediacorp celebrities and several other superband's band (LOL). the smell of sweat was overwhelming. i could see every single person sweating, some looked totally drenched, and you could see little drops of sweat hanging on for dear life on the tip of their hair. the smell of the accumulated sweat was like being a coffeeshop toilet which hasn't been maintained for a week!
at 11:59pm, you could feel the energy within the crowd rising tremendously. people were reminding each other that new year was coming, while some others were getting ready their spray cans. then it came.......
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1!
ZERO!!!!!!!!!!!!
The fireworks came and everybody was roaring! You could see the celebrities dancing like monkeys on the stage and everybody were shouting like mad. Too bad daddy and i couldnt get a view of the fireworks as it was quite a distant from us. we could hear the fireworks though.
as we were about to leave the area, somebody suddenly tapped my shoulder from behind and said HAPPY NEW YEAR! i turned back and was shocked to see my bro. he was with his 2 other friends. we exchanged wishes and chatted for a while then me and daddy proceeded to the carpark while my bro stayed on to keep his friends company.
as we were walking towards the carpark, daddy asked me a question:
"ehh, just now that girl behind Yu Ren is his friend ah?"
"what girl? i didnt see any girl!" i replied
"that one who i shaked hand with lor" daddy said
"kor kor only has 2 friends with him leh"
"waaa, that means i shook hands with the wrong person!? just now when you and kor kor's friends wished each other happy new year then i also went to wish the girl happy new year and we shooked hands. i thought she was your kor kor's friend."
upon hearing that, i couldnt help but burst into laughter.
HAIYO, daddy is so cute! still go wish a unknown person happy new year and shook her hand! I BET YOU THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS KOR'S GF!